Nov 15, 2004
*wad m i supp0s3 t0 d0 w3n u r nt d3r!*
________________( '' v " )__LOVE__( '' v '' )_____________________
Are we lovers or only just friends?
come tomorrow, will i be lonely again?
when you see me, is it love in your eyes?
what you´re feelin deep down inside?
Do you think about me, when i´m far away?
do you dream about me?
can i find the way to make you want me
the way that i want you?
´cause i think i love you, could you love me too??
take me to your heart, never let me go
if you knew what i´m feeling, you would not say no
take me to your heart, never let me go
for your love, for your love
is all i need to know
Can you tell me when you look at me
if you need me, in all honesty?
because i´m certain as sure as can be
i´ll make ya happy, eternaly...
´Cause i think about you, when you´re far away
and i dream about you, night and day
can i make you want me, the way that i want you
´cause i think i love you, could you love me too?
take me to your heart , never let me go
for your love, for your love
is all i need to know
take me to your heart, never let me go
for your love, for your love
is all i need to know
_copyrite_by_siewlee_ Posted at 03:27 pm by dEsTiNyg3r
finally i m back..
dis f3w days did n0thing but slack..
w3nt thru l0tsa d33p th0ughts, n i can say..its r3al d33p..
f0und 0ut tt i r3alli hab b33n wastin l0tsa pr3ci0us tim3 bahx..r3alli wast3d m0i wh0l3 lif3 d0in nth m3aningful..=(..
gu3ss mayb i'v3 l3arnt my l3ss0n..but i knw ther's n0 turning back..
wad can i d0?wad sh0uld i do??
tings hab b33n in a t0tal fr3akin m3ss..l0tsa ting happ3n t0 m3, m0i family, fr3nx,0r 3v3n jus a strang3r..
i hav r3alis3d tt lif3 is fragil3,lov3 is fragil3 and ev3n fri3ndship..
i n33ded sum1 t0 b3 th3r3..sum1 t0 sh0w a littl3 car3 0r 3v3n c0nc3rn..but hu can i turn t0..??
past f3w days..n0 0nlin3,n0 play hp tt much, d3n i r3alis3d i can acttuali live with0ut it..but i jus d0n c0ntr0l m0iself..
tings cr0p up 1 after an0ther--ahg0ng passed away,dad's in hospital,fr3nx's pr0blem,financial prob, studies..wad's g0in to be n3xt..i r3alli d0n0,n can say i d0n wish to knw ba..
0level coming to an end..gu3ss nt g0in to mak3 it anyway..but its 0ki3..i'v3 pr3pared f3r de w0rst..
i d3cid3d to st0p wastin m0i lif3, wan wast3 als0 aft3r os ba..h0p3 i can succeed....
t0 every1 out th3r takin 0s..all de b3st..als0 to special frenx like pj,ac,cha..u all k3pt enc0urage me t0 study n g3t m3 back rit3 on track..thanx al0t..ev3n though every1 shun away..u all r stil th3re..thanx..=)..
------LIVE YOUR LIFE TO THE FULLEST---WITH NO REGRETS-----DESTINY-----SIEWLEE-----
Posted at 03:10 pm by dEsTiNyg3r
back again..
dis tim3 a diff3r3nt m3..
hab b33n writin rubbish n craps in dis bl0g..
gu3ss nw nt g0nna b3 e sam3..wun wast3 moi tim3 le..
s0 nw wil b3 a diff3r3nt way 0f writing ba..haix..t0 b3 c0ntinu3d..
-g0n3- Posted at 11:12 am by dEsTiNyg3r
Nov 8, 2004
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i'd been 0n thinkin nites,
whether i'd ch0sen rite,
t0 h0ld 0n s0mething n0t quite mine,
and shut 0ut all e l0ve s0 white,
many g00d catch passed my life,
i jus din wan t0 try,
as i h0pe nt all these tries,
w0uld all end up the expected sigh.
my heart was sealed up, s0 tight.
in the darkness with0ut light,
u came with light and wan t0 guide,
but i dare nt f0ll0w, u asked me y?
as even if u'r rite beside,
i'lI l00k back f0r my yesterday nite.
it isnt fair 0r anywher rite,
t0 hurt u further with my present plight,
i wan ur light in me t0 die,
reason nt its u i d0 n0t like,
its ur g00dness tt gives me fright,
i swear t0 g0d tis is n0 lie.
knowin u had decide,
t0 seal ur heart, with a s0rry sight,
makes me m0re guilt than past f0rtnites,
when i kept e distance between s0 wide,
i h0pe t0 see u in great heights,
with a b0i,wh0m can t0 u,equally like.
call me a c0ward tt w0nt fight,
i d0n care,at least, i hurt n0 hearts,
except mine..
Posted at 03:16 pm by dEsTiNyg3r
Oct 18, 2004
`~`* goT aNoTher interEstin tING fer ME to do bEside pLAyIN friEndster..Lolx.i reALi bORed n fAn til go seT up suCh a stuPid tinGs..but hEy aL diS coME from hEart de woR.lOlx=)..hOpe u aLl go taKE aloT aND enJOy woR..giB comMEnts better YA*wiNkz*..taKE care N goD blEss everyONe..
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Posted at 05:55 pm by dEsTiNyg3r
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Posted at 04:00 pm by dEsTiNyg3r
`~`*jUS quArelleD wiD sistA.mOod=dAmn pISsEd OFf..reALl quAreel lOr..thRw tiNGs here n there dE..+_=..dOnO y theY r jUs so sElfish..uSe hEr coMP alSo cant..hW i wiSh i m sO riCh cAn BUY lOTsa coMP tHRw baCk at her=x..haaixx..
`~`*toDAE o lEvel pRactiCAl..suRe fLunk tiL so jIAlat..cALL me test foR gases i go test n identiFY foR others tiNGs..phYsic ONE stil alRite..jUs prAYiNg hARd cAN PASs bahx..
`~`*reaLLi bOring..nOW no One tokz to mE aT mSn lE..alL goNE=_+ hAix.. wAd shLD i dO nW ehX??
`~`*tINking Of HImx..wil wE hAb a chAnce?i woNder=_+!~
`~`*oR mAYb siNgle is better BAhx..NTh mUcH to wriTe lE ehx..
`~`*toDAE pPl doIn stuDy i dRAwing..voN slPin.we 2 reAlli jiAlat NO o levEl MOod..*shEn aR jIu JIu wo mEng bA*..dEn taKe Out letter pAd go replY lOng fU letter..*oMg* hIs coURt cAse soOn hOpe hE won kAna rtC 3 yr..sOOn John aT 27 goIn iN pei HIm le..doNo they can be frenX alot..HOpe they be goOd bOi bAhx=_+
`~`*vOn MOod todAe weIrd weiRd de..quAReel aGaiN bAx..HoPe everytiNg is fINe fer theM..*god bLEss*
`~`*dOn ever cRy oR fRowN fer a guY coX u wiL nv kNw who iS fALlin in lOve wiD ur smIle..=) voN chEER up..
`~`*aT hALl exchAnge coNTact wiD MOi veri sPEciAl frenx..bT ting jUS doN seemS liKE last timE..we juS hARd to toK to eACh other..MAyb realLi LiKe wAd othErs sae wE r hEaveN n eARth aPARt..we dON clICk..i M jUS a bAD inflUEnce to her..bT jUs HOpe hEr pRActicAl toDAE cAN manAge...gOOd lUckz..
`~`*siGnniNg ofF bAhx..NTh mUch to wriTe le..=( Posted at 03:49 pm by dEsTiNyg3r
`~`* lOng tiME nO bLOgg lE..reaLli lOTsA tiNG hAppen bAHx..
`~`*whEn shLD i stARt i ReALLI doNO lOrx..
`~`*hURted hIm reCently..fiNally dARe to sAE wAD i waN..guEs siNgle stiL suitS me bEst..*soRrI*
`~`*bT aCtualli i guEss i stIL LIke .. bUt.. hAix*dAng nI gu dAng nI hUi xiAng qi shUi??wo yI ran zhI HUi xIAng qi NI..+_=..bt i guEs we R iMposiBle de bahx..dOno ba..pRaying hArd.. iF realLi tiNGs tuRn OUt aWkwaRd i guEss lEt jUS be frenX.. hOpe u get weLL soON..rest weLl
Posted at 03:39 pm by dEsTiNyg3r
Sep 11, 2004
`* aBout to oFfline bUt hAnd itChy agAIn go see PL blOg..nT kPo hOR..is jUs wAN to get to kNW hW to write a nIce bLog=p..lOlx..dEn wenT into xH de..stOPpid see shE write mE til sO jiAlat..LOlx..hEy ger, if u r sEEing dis, jUS wANa tel u lO.i nt oNli wAN her cAre hOr, u aLSo iNCluded.doN try to dUMp mE aSide o..*blEAhz*lOLx..nICe hAIRstyle ger..*WoHoo*.lOlx..thaNx fer uR coNCern bOut MY tiNG o..i aLSo hoPE cAN get weLL soON..wiSH Me lUCkiE aGAIN..lOLx..hAhaz..siSta i lUb u o..*muSHy*..hAHA.thAnx fer aLWaes bEing there foR me.nO matter HOw pPl saE mE, nO matter hW bAd timEs cAN bE,.nO mAtter hW mANi left mE u r stiL there.i HoPE..LOlx..thAnx fer lIStening to mOi pRob, mOI storieS aND lAme JOke..lOLx..shIok rite..LOlx..suPer coLd weAther wiD me HOr..coLd joKE~..LOlx..hEHEz..siSTA u rAWks mY woRld..no mATter wAD u wiL stiCk to MY heARt.nO genEratiOn gaP oR age gAP..LOlx..treAT u lIKe reAL sisTa..hOpe u real toO. Bt tt iMposSible lA..oR u cAll uR mAMA bORn onE mORe den i go maGic mAgic bLINk and be ur mEImei..LOlx..cOLd agAIN wor*shIVer*..loLX..hAHaz..OkI lar.reali got to gO le..siSta guEss u nOW enJoyin le O..LOLx..=p..go enJOy uRself wOR..*winKz*..mUACk
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Posted at 11:50 pm by dEsTiNyg3r
`* jUs cAMe hOme. tiRed. sIAn. hAiz. HMmz.. toDAe aS wAd i saE go oUT gAI wiD xH to BUy present..End UP bUYin suMting realLi nICe*wiNkz* hOpe weijUn lIKe wor..LOlx..we brokE lIAo sia.lOLx..dEn xh alSo pAss me a presEnt..dEn i bLur,toT she shaRe wiD voN they AL, dEn she saE shE bOUght anoTher oNE..riCh sia..mUACk..suRe treasure it de..thaNX sistA=p..dEn we went shOPPin anD loitering at cWp, coZ dono where gO, den fiNally go fAR eAst agAIn..hAhaz..dEN we at there shOPshOp wALk waLk till tired sia..dEN wAs aSkEd to jOIn de zodIaC laDies cLub aND i dID..LOlx..aFter a lOng LOng time xH suDeNly wan change hAiR style..dEn we steaDy steaDy go cuT hAIr sia.shE chAnged to side pARtiNg..woHHoo sO mAtured..*dRooLs*..lOlx..mINe nt mUCh dIFference..dEn go bACk cWP..dO nTh at there, waLk aLL plAces dEn sit doWN saW mY pRi sKool teAChEr*oMG*lOlx..hAiz..dEn later dEl cUm dEn toKtoktok..LOlx..hAhaz..dEn go HOMe at aRound ten bAhz..doNo forget le..lOLx..tireD wor..hAIz.
`* reACh hm fIRst ting kANa siS kP, saE i weAR HEr shOe blAH blah, dEN sAE i shLd saE soRri, bUT ijuS bUSi loOKing n xH prEsnt..dIn giB a dAMn to her..i wAS feelIn mad, BUt i dON wAN aRguE, after aLl she mY jIEJie..bT den i jUs wISh tt she nt tt selFish lo..sHE gt so MANi pair oF shoE lend mE onE alSo wun diE rite..other PPL sIBling cAN live in peace shAre dis share tt whY she cANt siA..i knw its mOi fAUlt i diN aSk..bUT its nt as iF i wearIng her uNdergRAments oR wAdever shIT tt cANt be shARed rite..goD, i bEg u..giB her a gEneroUs heart pLz..i sHU goU le..+_+..dON mAke me eruPt OKie..LOlx..hAiz..hOpe there's peACe, nw we coLd wAR sia..hAiz..doNo hoW..sHE lOCked de dOOr..i cant go in..i dON care if she let me in oR staY in, bUT pLz oPEn de doOr i wANA take mY haNdpHone..lOLx..cANt live withOut it sia..LOlx..yEah fiNAlly she opEn, i faster go takE hp dEN cum out,bT hey she lOcked agAIn..*stOOopId* toNIte slP liviNg roOM le siA..lOlx..hEck..later pArent cuM let them see hOW 'goOD' we arE wor..loLx..she slaMMing her tinGs doOR alL tt siA, she doN feel stuPId lIke tt vent anGer mEhz?i feeL paInfuL foR her tinGs wor..lOlx..pOOr ting o..lUcki mY tiNG suRe glad thEy gt such a hAPpi go lUCky oWner..LOolx..NV slAm tings wor..oNli thrW..*Winkz*.lOLx..to hELL wiD...=x..OPPs..NTh mAn..lOlx..hOPe to sLP in roOM toDae*prAYin hARd*
`*cOMe oNlIne aFter bAthing, xH stuPid sia.i onLine she stiL smS me woR..lOLx..den chAt chAT, dEn aLSo cHAt wiD rOn bAhz, guEss HE gt suM pRobs..Ron o..mUs tAKEcaare O..anYTing cAn shARe wiD alL of uS..*peAce-reN*=p..dEN later hAnd itcHY, go cuT mY oWN haIR*dots-dIAoz*..dEN nw my hAiR lOOK lIKe KNS..LOLx..hWohOW..anYbodY gt tuRn bAck time mAchine..LOlx.i wON do so stuPid ting le..LOlx..bUT who cAn turN bAck tiMe..hAiz..*signINg oFf*
Posted at 11:40 pm by dEsTiNyg3r
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